Hope

This woman has given me the inspiration I have needed.  And on days like today, when I am in SO much pain because of the fibromyalgia, I have to know that God is going to help me keep moving and I will over come.  It was so much easier to give up and let Troy have the job then I didn't have to worry about days like this.  But others do it.  So, I just have to realize I can too.  It's not the pain...I can work through the pain.  It is the times when it doesn't let me sleep and the next day I am struggling through the dense brain fog.  And then it makes me irritable.  It is difficult holding in the irritability.  That's why it will be so much better if someday I can get an online teaching job.