The school year is almost over. I really don't have much to do. I have not gone over my year eval with my boss BUT, since I did not get my 'we won't be renewing your contract' letter the beginning of May, it means I am still an employee. I will be getting a new contract to sign, they have me on the rotation for summer coverage. I am going to actually relax this summer. They decided to give us MORE paid time off. So, besides the last 2 weeks of June, we get 3 weeks of July off. Paid. yay. I have to wait to see what kind of raise they offer me and if I get a bonus. My metrics show I 'saved' more kids than they had to withdraw. This is good stuff.
I have SO much I need to do this summer! Around the house. And my son is getting married at the end of the first week of actual school. I had one more floating week of paid vacay that I had not used so I get to split it up throughout the fall semester. I am taking 2 days off before his wedding. I am using the other 3 days...whenever.
I have finally worked my way all the way through my emotions over everything. I consider that a major triumph. It took me a bit less than 2 years since he told me he wanted a divorce. It took a lot of prayer, self introspection, his honesty, and realizing how many things I can do on my own. I still have a ways to go because I am not ALL that I want to be. But I have made some pretty good headway.
I have the weirdest divorce. He and I have become friends, I think. He has given me money to help take care of the dogs, too. I may have to take him up on it and use some of it. I don't want to use it if I don't have to but...he offered and gave it.
I would like to make more money but for now...today....I can manage and I just want one summer where I can just enjoy my life.
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