They didn't wait 4 weeks. They let me go yesterday. At the end of the day. I was packed and ready for them.
I called the monster spouse on the way home to let him know. I was upset, of course. He wanted to know what the reason was they gave for letting me go. Then he yelled, "to hell with 'em." Without missing a beat he said, "you need to get the house fixed up and get it up for sale cuz I can't make those mortgage payments anymore." Then he started in on the bank account. I cut him off and said, "I JUST lost my job, I'm upset and driving in traffic. I can't listen to this right now." He said, 'yeah, well,I'll talk to you tomorrow."
He didn't talk to me today. Not a text, a buzz, a finger...I finally tried calling him...a few times. He never answered the phone. Didn't answer my texts. I tried calling his house phone. No answer. The kids txted him...no answer. FINALLY he texts me "just got up, have a headache, going back to bed" REALLY??? I lost my job, I'm upset, and that's what I get out of him. ass.
And those headaches....he tells me that almost everyday. His excuse for not talking to me. Or does he always have a headache. IF he does he needs medical help...which I have told him. Or, it is just an excuse. I don't hear from him on the weekends...hung over or girlfriend or both?
I have job interviews. We'll see how those go. I have a bazillion applications to finish off and get sent in for lots of teaching openings and other various jobs for which I have experience. Then I must start the job of finding a lawyer to get the divorce proceedings under way.
I deserve some support. Someone who actually gives a care about how I feel or what I am going through. I don't deserve someone right away. or maybe ever. but I do deserve to not have to put up with him anymore. I am sure he will be just as happy to be rid of me.
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