Wonderment

I saw a doctor.  A new one.  He said I am keeping myself healthy...even tho I am over weight.  What did he say about my weight?  Basically that women my age gain weight but can't get rid of it.  Just be happy that I m healthy.

Right.

My eustation tube is blocked.  I have had an earache for weeks.  My sinuses hurt.  I started getting the spins and tipping over.  The doctor gave me spray that I spray up my nose once a day...and syrup to take for my sinuses at night.  He told me if I am using his medicine to quit taking the OTC stuff or don't take his stuff.  I used his spray this morning but 8 hours later I took a suphadrine and excedrin.  Then I could do something!

I am getting way behind on my list of things I need to do.  I may still be working on some of it evenings after I begin work.  We'll see how bad work gets.  I have to work next week then I get one more week off. 

I still have not decided on whether or not I want to get my Intervention specialist license.  It's not the work...it's the money that goes into it.

I attended a church 45 minutes from my home this last Sunday.  An old classmate of mine is the pastor there.  I've known him since I was 5.  He used to live in my neighborhood when we were very young.  Then his parents built a house out in the country.  His mom was Ms. Socialite.  His sisters raised him.  He retired from teaching.  Now he's a pastor.  He saw me in his congregation and smiled.  He gave a great sermon.  His wife is very nice and I watched what all she did to help prepare for the service.  She invited me to join them for lunch but I had things I wanted to do plus I was very tired (my ear and head made me feel tired) plus I didn't like the restaurant they were going to.

I may go back this coming Sunday.  Just cuz...

My mother has a neighborhood all picked out for me to buy a house in and move into. She also figures dad will die before she does and she can move in with me.  I don't want her to be alone either and I love her but I don't want her to decide my life or live with me.

My friend Susan converted the second floor of her split level to a separate living area for her mom after Susan's husband died.  She says it is really tough.  I figure God will lead me where I need to go.