Brokeness precedes...
If you don't deal with it, you will be broken.
I know...you may wonder why, after my last post, I am doing this. However, I heard from Matt again. He sent me a text saying, I want to meet you Nancy. What's it going to take?
So, I decided to meet him. I believe he may be disappointed because he goes on about how I am pretty but I don't think he has a true idea of how overweight I have become. Then again, he may be no prize himself...and I am speaking personality wise.
I realized that I have been feeling heartbroken...just broken inside.
Most people would tell me I really don't have much to complain about...they don't understand why I feel so badly about finally being rid of Darkness. I know these things but I still feel empty and hurt and broken.
I hope Jean is wrong about it taking the equivalent of half of the time you were married to get over it. I would hate to think it will take me 12 and a half years to get beyond being broken.
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