And the Beat Goes On

I am attempting to step up my job application effort.  I know that the right job will happen. 

TJ has been on a tidal wave.  He got an email from his boss's boss...praising him for his quick mind, tenacity and telling him how important he has become to the company (I told TJ they are buttering him up so he won't get a FULLTIME job with anyone else...not that he didn't deserve the praise but he recognized over kill).  They are going to train him for on air news casting.  He played me his demo...he's good!  and I'm not just saying that because he's my son.  Also, he and the fiancée seemed to have worked out their differences and getting along really well. AND he sold his old car...after having it advertised for only 12 hours.

Bethany, on the other hand, while continuing her excellent grades in college has contracted a virus and it has left her with a sore throat to deal with.  The doctor can't give her anything for it so I make her throat coat tea, a spray with lidocaine in it, and cool burst multisympton Tylenol to relieve pain also.  She also takes some type of teslon perls (?) for any coughing.

I am doing much better myself.  Feeling like my joy is returning.  I love women's bible study...except for the woman that I wrote about in my last entry...the one that was divorced 10 years ago.  She is angry at her sons for communicating with their dad.   The one that had not had anything to do with him for 10 years is just now communicating with him and she is angry.  She said they are being disloyal to her.  She needs to get beyond herself.

On the other hand, Evil Spawn (ha ha) seems to have dumped Scary Spice and TJ decided to communicate a little with his dad.  I do not have a problem with that.  I think it would be bad if he and Bethany could not communicate with him at all.   While E.S. dumped S.S, he has quickly replaced HER.  Not sure what with and I really do not have any interest.  The kids may be but...that is up to them. 

I am concentrating on me.  I am concentrating on my inner being and my physical being.  I have jumped head long into diet and exercise.  I have committed myself, for now, to exercising off the same amount of calories every day, that I eat that day. That will give my body fuel but also force it to burn fat.  E.S. will be here in May to get his stuff and I would like to be a lot smaller.  It is not FOR him but for me to see the look on his face....and for me.  I need it for me.  However, working towards the look on his face is a great motivator to me right now.  And really...whatever gets you there!