The worst part of divorce...when you are the one being divorced...
You ar ed essentially being told that you do not matter...you are not important...everything else is important...Mort important than you.
It is not having him in my life that bothers me. He is a deeply messed up human being. It is the fact that even though he was...is...messed up, I treated him like he mattered. He treated me like I was a big inconvenience.
And I know that because he is a deeply messed up person that it is not me but my psyche can't seem to process that properly.
I can only keep trying to salvage myself.
